Attempt at Cerebration

Head's been swarming with a whole lot of thoughts today. Don't remember feeling so solicitous, of late. Many a time I've shunned out the cogitations my inner self constantly tries to bring to my cognizance. I tried to justify my actions with paltry reasons like lack of time to dwell on, or lack of strength to handle the emotional aspects concerning them.

But looks like the thoughts finally decided to wage a war of attrition today, till my bantam mind finally gave in, going against all logic. And in all honesty, I do not know how to deal with this. SO many things I feel I have to say, yet I do not seem to find any words willing to help me pull them out.

And even if the words do decide to help me out, could I bring myself to confide in anyone, without feeling judged?

Author's Note:
I wrote this in some attempt to bring myself to sit down and think in some collinear fashion. Do not know how successful I've been at that, neither do I know how successful I've been at trying to convey myself. So I officially decide to can both these issues right now and go sleep. Au revoir!