Head's been swarming with a whole lot of thoughts today. Don't remember feeling so solicitous, of late. Many a time I've shunned out the cogitations my inner self constantly tries to bring to my cognizance. I tried to justify my actions with paltry reasons like lack of time to dwell on, or lack of strength to handle the emotional aspects concerning them.
But looks like the thoughts finally decided to wage a war of attrition today, till my bantam mind finally gave in, going against all logic. And in all honesty, I do not know how to deal with this. SO many things I feel I have to say, yet I do not seem to find any words willing to help me pull them out.
And even if the words do decide to help me out, could I bring myself to confide in anyone, without feeling judged?
Author's Note:
I wrote this in some attempt to bring myself to sit down and think in some collinear fashion. Do not know how successful I've been at that, neither do I know how successful I've been at trying to convey myself. So I officially decide to can both these issues right now and go sleep. Au revoir!
sum is greater
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Creativity. = 0
time = 0
Willingness = 0
attitude = 0
desire = 0
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blogpost = 1
5 comments:
first thing..you would have read the poem.."teenager or adult" or sth on those lines in your school..well, you are going through it rite now. Its nothing unusual..i am still going through it.every SANE mind does.
Dont read too much into it. Keep your head clear.
Keep it real yar ;)
btw, next time can you write a translated version for me in english?
Haven't read the poem per se, but know what its about. And I must say this is totally not related. I mean, this ain't about my desire to be respected as elderly and the wish to keep it childish.
Its just one of those days when you get disgruntled/restless with mundane stuff around you. I decided to let it pass, but then again I just wrote stuff to sort out my thoughts. And guess what...
It helped!
PS: The 2nd comment, coming from a person who mugged all the vocab for CAT and got thru? :P
Good Job! Didn't expect that you'll write something of this Class & Style.
But, humorous posts are better any day :P
Sure, the GAY post is coming up. Just posted this on a whim. I usually post stuff like this in my other blog.
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